Things to do today: 1. Get Up. 2. Survive. 3. and Go to Bed.
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
he just pretends. he's good at it.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
` worry prickling my senses.
life's gonna hand you all kinds of stuff.
you learn your little lessons
and hopefully, you’ll grow. (:
Thursday, July 16, 2009
i'm sick today. this would be the second time this week im absent from school. booooo. ):
Keep the Faith
If you call out loud Will it get inside Through the heart of your surrender To your alibis And you can say the words Like you understand But the power's in believing So give yourself a chance 'Cause you can climb The highest mountain Swim the deepest sea All you need is the will to want it And little self-esteem So keep the faith Don't let nobody turn you 'round You got to know when it's good to go To get your dreams up off the ground So keep the faith, baby, yeah Because it's just a matter of time Before your confidence will win out Believe in yourself no matter what it's gon' take You can be a winner But you got to keep the faith Go, keep it, brother, you got And when you think of trust Does it lead you home To a place that you only dream of When you're all alone And you can go by feel 'stead of circumstance But the power's in believing So give yourself a chance I know that you can Sail across the water Float across the sky, high Any road that you take Will get you there If only you try So keep the faith Don't let nobody take you down, brother Just keep your eyes on the prize And your feet flat on the ground So keep the faith, baby, yeah Because it's just a matter of time Before your confidence will win out I told my brother how to do the thing right Lift up your head And show the world you got pride Go for what you want Don't let 'em get in your way You can be a winner But you got to keep the faith Gon' keep it, brother, you got I know that keepin' the faith Is never givin' up on love But the power that love has To make it right Makes it, makes it right So keep the faith Go on! Don't let nobody turn you 'round, brother You got to know when it's good to go To get your dreams up off the ground So keep the faith, baby, yeah Because it's just a matter of time Before your confidence will win out Better stand up and act like you wanna do right Don't play the fool for the rest of your life Work on it, brother And you'll make it someday Go for what you want and don't forget the faith Look at yourself and what you're doin' right now Stand back a minute just to check yourself out Straighten out your life And how you're ivin' each day Get yourself together 'Cause you got to keep the faith Go on! Don't let nobody take you down, brother Just keep your eyes on the prize And your feet flat on the ground So keep the faith, baby, yeah Because it's just a matter of time Before your confidence will win out Lift up your mind Before your mind gets blown Some things in life You best just leave them alone Go for what you want Don't let it get in your way You can make it happen But you gotta keep the faith Gon' keep it, brother You got to keep the faith Gon' keep it, sister You gotta keep the faith now, now I'll show my brother how to do the thing right Lift up your head and show the world you got pride Go for what you want, don't let 'em get in your way You can be a winner if you're keepin' the faith Straighten out yourself and get your mind on track Dust off your butt and get yourself respect back You've known me long enough To know that I don't play Take it like you wanna But you got to keep the faith Gon', don't let nobody take you down Just keep your eyes on the prize And your feet flat on the ground Keep the faith, baby, yeah Because it's just a matter of time Before your confidence will win out But till that day I say you got to keep the faith ★
Thursday, July 09, 2009
"In my case it was fear. I think it’s because you’re different.
I mean, I’m really surprise we have dogs nowdays because dogs too.. are different. It’s amazing, you know, you can accept a dog into your house but you can’t accept someone
because of their race, colour or religion..
Or because they are different."
and mind you, he's just 6 years old.
So far, not too bad.
but then again, who am i kidding?
..grr. if stress could kill.
went swensens this week.
WOOHOO.
nobody died.
it was just a freaky coincidence.
HAHA.
Black&White. (:
CareCorner Appreciation Ceremony.
had4 and 1/2 hoursofbloodyecons just now.
GAHH.
sigh.
oh wells..
i guess i'd better start mugging hard now.
i may not be the JC-type..
but since im stuck here,
i'd might as well make full use of it. besides, chances like these don’t come much.
if I don’t do it now, i’ll be kicking myself hard when I’m 80..
which is very hard to do
and that’s how you break a hip.
"But they told me, a man should be faithful.
And walk when not able. And fight 'till the end.
But i'm only human."
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
`will you be there?
In our darkest hour
In my deepest despair
Would you still care?
Would you still be there?
In my trials
And my tripulation
Through our doubts
And frustrations
In my violence
In my turbulence
Through my fear
And my confessions
In my anguish
And my pain
Through my joy
And my sorrow
In the promise of another tomorrow
I'll never let you part
For you're always ..
In My Heart.
❤
Saturday, July 04, 2009
TAG REPLIES sijia:ROFL. but i haven't wrote for the MLL paper tho. haha.
you know..
a slip of the tongue can be really amusing.
Cikgu: breast-feeding is an absolutely beautiful thing.
it actually strengthens the bond
between you and your mother.
Who here was breast fed?
*hands raised.
Cikgu: well, i see. that's why when you grow up, you too
must breast-feed YOUR MOTHER.
oh and by the way..
the paper was uurghjal;a;anjvbhbyuwbvnk.
joanne:HELLLOOOOOOOUUUU! ♥
shiqah:haha, no laa. i don't know..
ziemuhh: haha! i'll try. insya-Allah. ilyt. (:
lydia:go kill yourself. lol.
Chiyen: LOL. hi-5!
STICH: eh, how you know about the distractions!? lol.
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
during econs tutorial..
ms tiong: why are all of you chewing gums in my class?
you're not suppose to even bring it in!
SWALLOW IT NOW.
yep.
everything about econs is suicidal.
sigh.
wish me luck.
i need it.
GO. TIONG.
my new obsession..
you are not alone.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
mugging before a class history test..
Jaya: *grumbles.
Aisyah: LOL. eh, you okay or not?
Jaya: i dont geddit y'know. they happily happily start a war,
fight here fight there,
rebel here rebel there..
in the end, I HAVE TO STUDY.
to my fellow historians
lucks for history tomorrow, people! (:
`We stop existing. And start living.
Friday, June 26, 2009
okay, this is superbly random.
but I LOVE ART! ❤
so from now onwards
imma gonna post random and purposeless pictures
on every post.
HAHA.
* winks. (:
ps: omg omg. micheal jackson just died. :\
TAG REPLIES sijia:OEI. lol. aishah:hello aishah! i like dark chocs too! lol. miss you. (: iezah:HAHAHAHA. what a weird way to tag! but still, HELLLLLLLOOOOOO. (: indra:rofl! i don't have the new one laa. besides, the maria tee not bad apeee. it goes very well with our school skirt/pants. haha!
Monday, June 22, 2009
Aisyah: siallah. damn a lot of banglas sak tonight!
Shufeng: HAHA. today sunday night mah..
Aisyah: wahlao shufeng.. why you go call all your friends down..
Shufeng: they your family la! talk so much. see your skin colour! they all here to find you!
Aisyah: WAH YOU DIE.
HAHA.
it's funny how much this blackness of mine is so much
a part of ME.
i went back today
and for all the things i've done..
all the scoldings i gave..
all the warm-ups and pieces i conducted..
they only remembered ONE THING.
DARK CHOCOLATE.
junior #1: EHH HIIIIIII!
me: oh hello!
junior #1: DARK CHOCOLATE!!! *screams head off.
junior #2: *smiles.
me: *smiles back. hey there. you from flute one right?
junior #2: haha, last time. now i eupho.
me: oh! haha.
junior #2: you the dark chocolate one right..?
*junior #3 taps me on the shoulder.
me: lol. hi!
*junior #3 giggles and does the dark chocolate wave.
WTH.
and this insanity goes on and on
and on
and on
AND ON
throughout the whole day!
LOL.
even with faces i don't know!
HAHAHA.
well, at least im remembered.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
(:
we rock. woohoo.
uh huh uh huh~
lol.
omg. the new cello! (((:
oh. and i beat-ed today. ♥
i'm very happy.
will upload the videos soon. (:
TAG REPLIES
Feeqah: HAHA. alright, sweets. soon kay?
aniah: AHH. OMG. OMG. OMG.
HOW DID YOU FIND ME.
Friday, June 19, 2009
(during MLL..)
Jannah: did you know that sleeping can help you grow?
Aisyah: HAHA! then soleha, you're in need of sleep!
Soleha: no. i'm the case of toooooooo much sleep.
lol, you get it.. you get it. [:
went to jia's condo to study today.
dang, i need more study sessions.
TAG REPLIES
sijia:yeah! cause chiyen's been pestering me. lol. ADAM'S DA BOMB LUH KAY. he's weird. normal people worry me. mr sin:SHUDDUP KENDRICK. go bang head. lol. Crislyn:❤ ❤
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Dearest Cryslin, i'm extremely glad you enjoyed the experience. it makes everything worthwhile. oh, am glad you enjoyed the campfire too! HAHA. i hope the reminiscences of me embarrassing myself would always put a smile on yourpretty face. (: about the E web.. well... it moved me. really really. haha. i didn't know it meant so much to you. oh, I LOVED YOUR MAGGIE MEEEEEE! (: lol. thanks for cooking for us! that was very thoughtful of you. (: HAHA. i lovelovelove you tooo. ❤ and sure. we'll meet up again, someday. about your injury.. don't mention it. lol. i was just doing my job. (: and thanks again for your letter. haha. i would remember you forever too! the tough babe. (: i forsee you really doing well. work on it. take charge. and most inportantly, BE HAPPY. i wish you all the best sweetheart. and always remember, life gets better. (: it always does.
you just have to have faith. take care, love.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
my weekend;
0330 pm - went to school, meet ms mardi. 0500 pm - help doll up the talentime contestants. 0730 pm - watch talentime. 1000 pm - talentime ended, lepak-ed. 1230 am - reach home, wash up, change clothes. 0330 am - left house to meet classmates. 0400 am - reached Padang. 0500 am - start duty, Kid's Run Carnival. (one that i stupidly volunteered) 0600 am - DID 0700 am - SHIT 0800 am - WORK 0900 am - UNDER 1000 am - THE 1100 am - HOT SUN. 1130 am - meet Joanne Peh and Ann Kok. 1200 nn - carnival ended, wash up. 1230 pm - trained home
I AM DAMN
SHAGGED.
Friday, May 22, 2009
Seconds hours so many days you know what you want but how long can you wait every moment lasts for ever when you feel you've lost your way
What if my chances were already gone I started believing that I could be wrong but you gave me one good reason to fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on
With every step you climb another mountain with ever breath it's harder to believe you'll make it through the pain weather the hurricanes to get to that one thing just when you think the road is going nowhere just when you almost gave up on your dreams they take you by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher you can go deeper there are no boundaries above and beneath you break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams
there are no boundaries
i guess im changing my blog song pretty soooon. (: